hello
we meet again..
im in my hard times right now..
theres no words to decribes my sadness and depression.
im in my low point right now and just waiting for someone to pull the trigger...
i will be gladly if someone just shoot me in the head right now...
ill always put on a happy face just to pleased everyone else..
deep down inside...
if you ever heard about a song named RUSSIAN ROULETTE...
my situation just like it...... just waiting for someone to just shoot me...
everyone would be easily said be patient about it.... but what about me?
i just don't know how much longer i would keep on hanging on my just absorbing everything..
and frankly it is not easy for me to let it out..
i never felt so stupid in my life and just could not be in control anymore...
i never felt so small and so hurt by it..
the sad thing is everyday i cry but no one hear me...
im tearing up just by expressing this thoughts in my head..
i can't hold it any longer..
about me that is.. where i could share my experiences and feeling when i need it to. this picture i took it as a reminder how difficult the word LIFE means...
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- i'm a simple person who less talk but more into expressing my "voice" with facial expression.. i loved being around people that i love.. (although somtimes get annoyed by them)<-kidding guys... currently is being tested by the faith of life... music... hmmm..... i like indie songs, addicted to slow songs which take me to my fantasy world( NOT!).. LOOOOVVVVEEEESSSS collecting gadget than shopping like most of women would do... watching movie.. good movies.. so basically yeah... that's it for now that is...
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dear i will always be here if you need to talk to someone. please do talk to me or anyone of us. dont feel like you have to keep everything to yourself or feel like no one can understand what you're going through. please take care of yourself okay.
dun wori kayh sayang.....one day....god give wat u need...be stronger...god wil always wait u...all of us are here 4 u...
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