crushed!!!

here i am being sick as ever...
weak and could not move anymore...
having someone like he in his own world...
ask him too many questions and make assumption will upset him....
is it hard for u to understand me...
is it?
im just tired to be like this
nothing to say anymore
just nothing!

for your entertainment!

i just dont know why...
but im loving this song....
eventhough some of you might not agree with me but hey...
i bet if you start listen to the song it would stuck in your mind just like me...
you should give it a try and listen to it...
i promise you it doesnt sound what of you guys thinking about him...
but this is what the industry meant by music bring us together...
btw hw is a talented singer as for me he bring his own identity along with him....
you should listen to it...

RUSSIAN ROULETTE...

hello
we meet again..
im in my hard times right now..
theres no words to decribes my sadness and depression.
im in my low point right now and just waiting for someone to pull the trigger...
i will be gladly if someone just shoot me in the head right now...
ill always put on a happy face just to pleased everyone else..
deep down inside...
if you ever heard about a song named RUSSIAN ROULETTE...
my situation just like it...... just waiting for someone to just shoot me...
everyone would be easily said be patient about it.... but what about me?
i just don't know how much longer i would keep on hanging on my just absorbing everything..
and frankly it is not easy for me to let it out..
i never felt so stupid in my life and just could not be in control anymore...
i never felt so small and so hurt by it..
the sad thing is everyday i cry but no one hear me...
im tearing up just by expressing this thoughts in my head..
i can't hold it any longer..