fed up.

why people are running away from me..
i miss alot of my best friends...
have some argument here and there but yet
we didn't come into a conclusion..
we just let it be..
but for how long???
i get fed up of this things..
makes me wonder if i had done anything that is so badly that i deserved to face this kind of fate..
i really miss my friends...
i don't hang out like i used too...
yesterday i think i sort off burst out in the open ( tooo much shisha)
i was like soo high until i could not remember what i was mumbling about..
today, i sort off not in the goood mood to do anything..
did not like to stdy, i get angry easily, get fed up...
and damn right i fed up..
i fed up with people's egonesss...
i fed up with people who then to get angry with just with a small things..
i fed up with people who then to be good but they are not...
i fed with all of it...
my goodness how could you be in this kind of situation where evry negative thought been released towards you....
WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVED THIS!!!!!!!
enough already......
stop thinking about yourself and if you want to do anything please try to put yourself in other people's shoe..
think for once how would they fell inside...
grow up...
please!