BBQ NIGHTS!!!

on the end of august if i'm not mistaken..
i had a bbq party kindda off isshh at my frenz or he like evryone clld " my husband"
because everywhere i go he's with me.
so basically yeah..
ok back to the party..
i had fun on that day.. where we sang, eating.. laughing.. eating again.. makan lg dan lg.. dan gelak lg..
owh..
and lastly we took some pictures.. not some.. alot!! and dis guys yang sgt bijak itu.. i dun know what is wrong with them.. masuk air kot due to mandi pool lame sgt..
took pictures like jumping around.. everyone had the best time of their life(xda la life.. saje nk lebih2) but it was so fun..
cymel2 aje smua.

and yesterday also i had bbq nights...quite fun but x ramai la jugak tapi best...
i had fun!!
i got to meet my friends yang dah lame x jumpe... konon!!
hahaahahaha

if only you know about this..

i know it's hard for u to make decision when u are caught in the middle...
i know it's hard for u to choose between the reality and someone that u know,
deep down in your heart that people would blame for u loving her..
i know it's hard for u to choose between your friends and her..
i know how painful it is when u have to let someone u go for another person..
i understand how it feel when u just have to accept the faith of life..
i know how it feel when u have to fake urself that things are fine
i know that you are afraid to take the risks of losing your friends and your love ones..
i know how it feels when you have to watch her with someelse..
i know how it feels when when your intention is not to hurt her..
i know how it feels when she just give up on u...
i know how it feels when she decided to push you away from her life...
i know how it feels when she also just have to pretend that she's ok with the situation..
and i know also that she badly hurt inside..
i know also how it feels when she have to put on a smile when the facts is she falls into a deep black hole..
i know that she's tired of pretending anymore...
i know that she was badly crush and hurt just because of u..
i know that she doesn't understand how you could easily forget about her..
and...
i know that she still cared about u..
she just letting you go because of you..
she doesn't want you to loose your friends and especially your loved ones..
she doesn't want you to feel tired of pretending anymore..
she doesn't want you to feel confused and felt like a burden for loving her..
she just want you to feel happy with your life...
she just want to watch you smile and laugh again..
for her is more than enough of just to watch from far away..
she doesn't want you to cry anymore because she knows how painful it is..
she's glad that for knowing you and especially loving you
all she want to said is just..
if only you know about this...

happy bithday ili!!!

when it comes to a new year
the year that i waited with full excitment n kesabaran yg teramat sgt.....
adalah SEPTEMBER!!!
september is my birthday..
on the 11th to be specific....
yea... 11 september n xda kena mengena ngn runtuhnyer bangunan WTC...
and tu bukan birthday present frm sape2 la...

ok back to the birthday celebration..
i celebrate it with of course la kan my friends..
but was sad because my close friends xda...
huu.. huu..huuu....
miss mereka.. mereka...
ok...
and then bler dh smp 12 o'clock...
suddenly...
kwn2 saye yg bijak lg berguna itu.....
MENYANYI birthday song infront the whole people in that restaurant...
tau x betapa malunyer nk ltk muke nie....
malu gler deyh...
but frankly jarang orang nyanyi for me mcm that night...
but it was fun!!!
huuuu......
and friends also sang me a bithday song..
only it was on the phone la...
tapi i ske la....
and at the end of the day i got a birthday present frm a friend of mine
which at that time...
he was in DUNGUN...
he gave me...

BOBO

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ILI....

fear of computers!

aaa.. yesh..
computers...
some people said that computers is an intelligent "devices"...
well for me is NOT!!!
it's so complicated and menyusahkn org....
damn i hate computers...
it just a simple button just save that documents...
suddenly...
owh ya i decided to delete ur documents...
(which i have submit day after tomorrow)
i was freaking panic....
and started to call anyone...
i feel like my world going to end...
lucky i had backup...
see...
it's prove that computers are not intelligent and full with viruses...

salutation!

This is me...

where i can share my experience to the viewers who have the time to read my blog....

"ching ching"

nothing much i can say about it...

all i can say that we as human being have to make choices in our life...

and i mean a lot of choices...

some say it hard n some say it easy as a b c...

if u ask me...

life??

have pros and cons where it is so complicated...

and a very hard... and stupid... and sometimes make u sick....

but however a very descent person told that all of this matter it just colours of life......