buying a baby rabbit

x tau la mane datang idea nie la kan..
tbe2 aje nak bela rabbit...
i dun know la..
mayb i felt lonely...
and i guess the cute little rabbit will accompany me kan...
dulu i had 3 of rabbits but they die..
mine which black and white
and the cool part is kaki die ada 3 aje...
the sad part is that i lupe nak bgi makan sbb mase tu kan i mcm benggong la kan..
kecik lagi what did u expect la kan...
i always depend kat my sister...
that's why la the rabbit die...
my sister was freeking mad at me...
i felt guilty la at that time...
sape x la kan...
since that incident, my mum ckp no more rabbit...
tapi tu cter mase kecik..
nie dah besar??
i'm trying to ask my mum whether i can have one or not...
wish me luck k?

A letter for jack...

dearest jack...
i'm so sorry for doing this towards u...
i bukan sengaja aje nak buat benda nie kt u..
u'll thank u later...
it's very hard for me to explain y i did this so suddenly...
actually i have been thinking about it for quite a while...
i buat nie bukan for myself..
but most of it for u..
mayb u don't get the picture yet..
but one day..
you will understand what am i trying to do...
i bukannyer nak ditch u mcm tu aje...
we could be friends it just so hard on me that
i takot the way i'm being friends with u
takot u hope on me...
i'm so sorry for doing this n posting the blog to u..
but i had no other choice...
i'm really sorry...
~ili~

my familia...

Family picture

that me the one in purple( yea la every year mesti lain dr yg lain)

my dad ckp baik tangkap gmbr kt masjid....

my mum and dad..

(phaez said they look cute together... i agree)

adinda sekalian

ili atira(left), ili amira(center, muke cacat abit), n iliyas ariefin(the "only" boy)

my besties

ian ebrizal and nelly...

farhan..

stop forcing me!!

ok...
here is a situation..
do u agree that we are not supposed to force someone to like other person..
right??
it is our choice to choose who we want to be love right?
x kesa la kalo u ckp that guy to baik and all....
it's about choice!
please ok...
stop forcing me...
i dun like it..
AND please ok...
stop pretending...
imagine u in my situation...
u bley la put on happy face and all...
i ok yang jd "mangse"...
please...
stop right now.....

I fall in love with dis guy

i dun know which one is better...
there's this song that really make me fall for him...
i mean seriously...
he is so sweet...
the song goes like this..
he alreaDY broke up with his gf...
(p/s: for me brake up is really shitty!!)
anyway..
he sanggup tu tgu the gf kt the corner of the street with her picture
and ask everyone if they penah jumpe that gurl...
the reason why the waited there because he said that is the first place they met each other..
so when that gurl wonder about him..
he will be at the first place they had met..
gler man..
he wait and waited for the gurl to show up..
and eventually
the gurl x show up!!!
seriously that gurl so stupid!!
he is like all over the news..
clearly she had move on and forget about that guy...
KESIANNNNYYYERRRRR......
i was like gler sweet mamat nie....
cair aje...
if someone do that to me..
i dun know what to do...
(well obviously i'm touched la kan)
hmmm....
anyway...
dude..
no worries man..
i'm all yours!!!
hahahahahahahahaha!!!!

raya!!

selamat hari raya...
well...
actually it's been a week that muslims celebrating raya...
and raya...
raya...
what could i say more??
duit raya?
ok la...
so far murah la rezeki tahun nie..
amin...
first day raya...
satu family beraya sakan..
pgi2 aje dh bgun and excited for raya...
then go visiting relatives..
quite fun actually..
makan..
haiyo!!!
major problem skrg nie..
kena control gler2...
so far x da la sakit perut teruk2 mcm last year...
then later that evening..
pg visit kubur arwah my aunty and my tok...
quite syahdu la actually...
then ptg tu pg rumah my dad..
i dun know what to say...
it's quite diff there..
tgk katil arwah pun mcm ingt2 lagi kt die...
yea la...
baru berapa bulan aje kan arwah pergi...
quite diffrnt la..
i pity to my dad...
cdey la when u look at him that u already knew that he misses arwah...
nothing much happen to me..
quite simple and nice...
no drama and sickness that i felt dis year...
anyway HAPPY RAYA!!